"I ain't gotta lie to you to make it sound fly to you...."

" I ain't gotta lie to you to make it sound fly to you..."

This diary is just my thought, my struggle, my life, and my love. I title every journel entry with a lyric from a song because i think of life in song (so its only fitting). In between living and loving... I am writing for me. Peace.

"... I'll keep my feet on the ground and bring the sky to you."

Thursday, April 21, 2011

To relax my mind... (Eric Sermon)

Vacation...It a wonderful thing. I often wonder how life would be if you never had time off. I have been working non-stop since Janurary, maybe a couple of days here and there. But I never knew how tired I was until this week, unitl I stopped. AND I enjoy being lazy. Too bad i cant be, too many mouths to feed and bills to pay, spoiled grown woman to maintain... ;)

"So I can be free!"

Sunday, April 10, 2011

Just in case tomorrow never comes, there is something you should know. (Usher)

Its amazing how quickly life can change. One minute you are here the next you are gone. One of my co-workers passed away last week. Young black guy. wife. 2 little boys. good man. doing the right thing- dead. Its puzzling- death i mean. I think we all see it as something thats far away, something that will not happen now. But then it does and we struggle to get our minds, hands, arms around this terrible fact-of-life. Death. I saw him Friday. We talked about the plan for Line 40, 15 packs. I called him Friday night 11:30 pm. Just to see how it went. He sent and email and had video. And he was gone Saturday, before the sunset. How is that possible, and I just him. The memory is still very vivid. I see him walking... and laughing... and telling his side of the story. Mr. Storey. I remember you. I remember the last thing you said to me... "I got your back." I will never forget. I never forget to cherish this day, each day. Cool Dude. Good Guy. I will pray for your family. your wife. Justin and Will. I will pray for mom. and I will ALWAYS remember you. .... "I've given you every bit of the man I am."