I went to see my father today. He has been in the hospital for 3 days, and doing much better now I think. But this was strange for me...
All my life I have never know my dad to be sick. Never seen him in the hopital, never seen anything more than the flu. I know he isn't invincible but I guess I never let my mind go to the fact he may fall ill one day. I saw him a man today. Human. and it was strange for me to see this man I love in this condition.
He is interesting. Different. Hard. And his mouth.... i have his mouth. He can say some of the most hurtfull thing. And he can make me feel like a little girl and i know my weakness my lack of confidence. all of those things i see when he is around. i can do the same. He drives the nurse crazy. I think she wants to kick his ass. lol.
but this was different. hard to explain. and i guess all thats let to ask.... God- watch over my dada.
... don't stop this train.
