"I ain't gotta lie to you to make it sound fly to you...."

" I ain't gotta lie to you to make it sound fly to you..."

This diary is just my thought, my struggle, my life, and my love. I title every journel entry with a lyric from a song because i think of life in song (so its only fitting). In between living and loving... I am writing for me. Peace.

"... I'll keep my feet on the ground and bring the sky to you."

Saturday, March 5, 2011

He said turn 68, you'll re-negotiate...(J.Mayer)

I went to see my father today. He has been in the hospital for 3 days, and doing much better now I think. But this was strange for me...

All my life I have never know my dad to be sick. Never seen him in the hopital, never seen anything more than the flu. I know he isn't invincible but I guess I never let my mind go to the fact he may fall ill one day. I saw him a man today. Human. and it was strange for me to see this man I love in this condition.

He is interesting. Different. Hard. And his mouth.... i have his mouth. He can say some of the most hurtfull thing. And he can make me feel like a little girl and i know my weakness my lack of confidence. all of those things i see when he is around. i can do the same. He drives the nurse crazy. I think she wants to kick his ass. lol.

but this was different. hard to explain. and i guess all thats let to ask.... God- watch over my dada.

... don't stop this train.
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