"I ain't gotta lie to you to make it sound fly to you...."

" I ain't gotta lie to you to make it sound fly to you..."

This diary is just my thought, my struggle, my life, and my love. I title every journel entry with a lyric from a song because i think of life in song (so its only fitting). In between living and loving... I am writing for me. Peace.

"... I'll keep my feet on the ground and bring the sky to you."

Monday, November 15, 2010

Go shawdy.... (50 Cent)

well. its been a good minute. too long. but times are... busy.

i celebrated a birthday on nov 9. It was a good day. Unfortunately I had to work and it seems like the days that followed were a blur. at times i feel overwhelmed with life. Work never ends. My girl is never satisfied. and what about what Andrea? Ha! who is that?

And so as I reflect as my 28 years on this earth,

I think about what I thought of a 28 when I was little. I remember my 5th grade teacher who was 28 when she taught me. I remembering adoring her. I remember thinking that she was young but grown, not far from me.

I think about where I was suppose to be financially. How I am far from that :\

I think about my career. How I am ready for a promotion.

And finally I think about the woman I want to be, and I am proud of myself. I am becoming a beautiful person even if these worldly positions have found their way into my life. God has sent me here to be as I am. Thank You for 28 years of this beautiful struggle....

... its ya birthday!

2 comments:

  1. Happy Belated! Birthdays can be a day of reflection and self-evaluation to those "deep thinkers"; just don't get too caught up in the things we want to be different. I love birthdays, I love helping others celebrate and enjoy the day. I hope you had an awesome day, and I wish you many more.

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