my mother was the daughter
of an unknown father
who didn't even bother
and it makes me wanna holla
how my daddy was the maker
of a crazy rump shaker
don't know why he didn't take the
time
to unwind
her twisted mind
or define
what should be left as "mine"
I thought this rhyme as a drove home today. not sure why this came to mind but it did. Today was a decent day. Separation is good. Time alone is needed. But inside I am so confused. Is a month enough time to decided our fate? Its seems too short after 4 years of love and making love. I have no feeling. I am not sure if this is self preservation or if i just can't fell anything right now- as if I am incapable of caring. When will this feeling cease to be? I need to feel something anything. I need these feelings to guide me. Show me the way. How I long to be....
EMOTIONAL.
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