In therapy today- I couldn't say it. say anything. I stood frozen as she asked me to tell what I was feeling. I wanted to scream. but instead i cried. and so I think it was good for me to.... just feeling something. frustration. anger. fear. love. heartache. i felt those things. and for that i am grateful. i think that i shouldn't go next week. take some time off to clear my head. i am so tired of talking. Tennille can go without me. it'll be good for her to discuss things alone. I love being there with her/for her. so this will be good for me.... to not be there. to wing myself off of that. I fear once I stop going that I wont return. I don't need therapy. She needs someone to talk to ... show her a different way...
...it feels good when she is around.
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